strangers

its funny!! how we like strangers...

maturity

my level of maturity changes depending on who I'm with.

ignite your bones. by *rachel-rhapsody

there's this girl, and she writes poetry on her arms.

when people ask her why, she tells them it's so she never forgets.

but really she just wants other people to read her words and to tell her she's beautiful. poetry, though; she knows most people don't understand it. she knows she doesn't understand it.

she knows that when she's dying the cells of her skin with blue ink, she doesn't understand why. she doesn't understand how a laugh can taste like strawberries or how eyelids have secrets written in them. but she knows that it's how she's feeling.

she'll be beautiful none the less, though. her pretty words that are strung together across her pale skin will tie lips together and will make fingers twitch.

she'll be beautiful.

misunderstood, but beautiful.

-

there's this girl and she apologises for everything. im sorry, im so, so sorry.

she doesn't know why but she does it anyway because sometimes it makes her feel better. she wishes, though, that she could answer them when they ask, 'why are you sorry?'

but she can't. she doesn't know.

she wishes she wasn't scared.

she wishes the people that meant the most didn't leave when it mattered the most. she wishes she could tell them, no, don't go to bed; stay here and make me feel better. she can't though.

she tried to write the poetry on her arm but all that came out was

'im scared im scared im scared'

but she doesn't even know why.

-

theres a girl and she's lost her ability to love.

there's a girl and she's lost her ability.

there's a girl and she's lost.

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authors comment:
i honestly.
don't fucking
know.
i'm scared. but i don't know why.
sorry
title - coldplay
laughter like strawberries - devin

Edit, 10/12 12.43 am.
um changed the end of it cause it was repetitive and annoying me,
k bye.

I Love You by ~KikuFire

When I’m not talking to you, I’m thinking of you.
When you’re away, I’m hurting inside for you.


Heart sinking,
Belly aching,
Mind numbing,
Hurt for you.


I miss you.


When I’m talking to you, I’m thinking of us.
When you’re with me I come alive.


Heart beating,
Belly flying,
Mind racing,
Alive for you.


I love you.

Broken Heart by ~Fenidia

Now I know.

My heart is broken.

But I can’t let you know that.

Nor can I let you go.

At random parts of the day I start shaking

From the tears…that you left me

People gave me hope

People gave me doubt.

I feel like an idiot,

To let my heart break.

To entrust it in a guys hands.

When I know…multiple guys that have

Shattered

Ripped

Torn open

Other women’s hearts.

My uncles.

My father.

And yet I still entrusted you with that masterpiece

The one I created from scratch.

I am pathetic.

Obviously I do not deserve a guy like you.

But I can't help to wonder

what it would be like with you...

I feel like an idiot...but i want to help you anyway

Losing You... by ~skinnylittleschizo

Why are you so different?

You're not who you used to be

And why am I so lonely,

When you're right infront of me?

Something isn't right,

I can see it in your eyes

I'm just trying to find

A truth behind the lies

You act like we're so close

But we couldn't be more far apart

And right now I can't handle

Someone playing with my heart

Tell me that I'm dreaming,

Tell me our love's still strong,

Tell me you're not leaving,

Please tell me that I'm wrong

Tell me that everything

Is going to be just fine

Tell me you love me

And you'll always be mine

Constantly, we're fighting

It gets worse everyday

And I don't want to stay

Just to watch you slip away

I only want to make you smile

But I only make you frown

I just want to make you happy

Seems all I do is bring you down

I've never felt so far away from you

And I need you here so bad

But I feel like we've already lost

Everything we ever had

Please tell me that I'm dreaming,

Tell me our love's still true,

Tell me you're not leaving,

I'd give up anything but you

But I don't know you anymore

You're not who you used to be

How can I miss you so much

When you're right here with me?

I've never been 

This scared before

And I can't take this 

Anymore

We fight, we try,

We scream, we cry,

We fake, we lie,

We say goodbye

Then you wrap your arms around me

And you look into my eyes

You tell me that you love me

And we both apologize

Then we pretend

That everything is ok

And it is, at least

For the rest of the day

The last time we did this

Was yesterday

And we said things would 

Never be this way

But tomorrow we'll do it

All over again

And right now it's the worst

It's ever been

Remember when we first met?

Remember our first kiss?

Remember those first couple years?

They weren't anything like this

I keep telling myself,

It isn't true

But deep down, I know

I'm losing you...

Eminem

You've got enemies?

Good. That means you actually stood up for something in your life

Dear heart,

Dear heart, please fall in love only when you're ready, not when you're lonely.

a butterfly

Love is like a butterfly it settles upon you

 when you least expect it.

2 Poems

I've been alone with you inside my mind

And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times

I sometimes see you pass outside my door

Hello, is it me you're looking for? 

I can't fight this feeling any longer
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship, has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show...

by Justysiak

Would you miss me?

Would you miss me?

by ~El-Ruisenor

Would you miss me if I died

Would you kiss me if I cried
Would you hold me tight
Would you squeeze my hand
As my last breath left me
Would you miss me in the night
Cause im not there by your side
Would you cry on my grave
Would you leave flowers in summer
Crosses in winter
Would you cry when someone speaks my name
Would you put my picture in a frame
Would you miss me if I died
Could you wait to be by my side?

Shut up!

I’m a liar because I wont tell you everything
I’m stupid because sometimes im wrong
I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect
I’m a pushover because I like making people happy
I’m a loser because I’m a not friend with your group
I’m fake because I’m too nice
I’m weird because I’m not like you
I’m fat because I eat when I’m hungry.
I’m clingy because I don’t like to be alone
I’m insecure because I care about what people think of me.
I’m no fun because I'm not always hyper?

Don’t try to tell me who I am
Because I already know