Morning Sun over Mountains

been practically listening to Backstreet boys the whole day, completely exhausted b/c of all the posting and because I can't get him out of my mind. It would be great if I could, just once, kick his a** because of the way he formulated himself last Sunday... idiot.

but here is the last quote of the day: 

Keeping a smile on your face when inside 

you feel like dying, for the sake of 

supporting others... is Strength

funfact

There are 6,804,800,000 people in the world but sometimes all you need is 1.

no talk

The reason why I don't talk to you any more is because I keep telling myself that If you wanted to speak to me, you would.

be the girl he’s scared to lose.

I wanna be the girl he’s scared to lose. The one where he can’t walk away from knowing she’s mad at him. The one who can’t fall asleep without her voice being the last one he hears, the one he can’t live without.

Meaning of "Move on"

I've never understood the reasoning for someone to "move on" from a relationship. It's not like you are really going to "move on", you are just trying to tell your heart to stop thinking about that person every second of every minute of everyday until it finally becomes a routine and you don't notice it anymore. That is, until you see that person again, with someone who isn't you, and then you have to remind yourself again.

not loving me

I don't hate you for not loving me anymore, but I hate myself for still loving you

Pain

The best thing about loving and being hurt is that you get to know what true love really is. For as gold is tested in fire, and so will love be perfected in pain.

Story: Sarah (not for sensitive readers)

My name is Sarah

I am but three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see,

I must be stupid

I must be bad,

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

I wish I weren't ugly

They maybe mommy

Would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all

I can't do a wrong

Or else I'm locked up

All the day long.

When I'm awake I'm all alone

The house is dark

My folks aren't home

When my mommy does come

I'll try and be nice,

So maybe I'll get just

One whipping tonight.

Don't make a sound!

I just heard a car

My daddy is back

From Charlie's Bar.

I heard him curse

My name he calls

I press myself

Against the wall

I try and hide

From his evil eyes

I'm so afraid now

I'm starting to cry

He finds me weeping

He shouts ugly words,

He says it's my fault

That he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me

And yells at me more,

I finally get free

And I run for the door.

He's already locked it

And I start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken.

''I'm sorry!'', I scream

But its much too late

His face has been twisted

Into unimaginable hate

The hurt and the pain

Again and again

Oh please God, have mercy!

Oh please let it end!

And finally he stops

And heads for the door,

While I lay motionless

Sprawled on the floor

My name is Sarah

And I am but three,

Tonight my daddy

Murdered me.

If it’s meant to be it’s up to me. --Terri Gulick Messages

Cooking is like love. It should be entered into with abandon or not at all.--Harriet Van Horne

Story: I lvoe you gone wrong

 She's sitting there against the wall.
blood and spatter cover her all.
she's still alive!
but slowly she will die.
she looks down to her hands,
what a bloody mess!
her mom would kill her for the stains she's left.
but she won't have to,
she's already done it.
a car pulls in...who is it?
mom, dad, sister?
no, it's the guy who caused her stress.
he runs to check her out,
he begins yelling and starts to shout!
he says "I'm sorry, but i love you!!"
she grabs him close and whispers,
"sorry too" and "i love you"....
she releases his body and falls to the floor,
where her body lays lifeless and still.
he screams "no!" and grabs the gun.
he shoots!!
two lifeless lovers, now dead.
all because of three little words not being said.

I'm happy for you

When a girl says I’m happy for you

most of the time she doesn’t really mean it,

What she's trying to say is….

What was wrong with me?

Why did you choose her?

Young Broken Love

It's a sad story about a young girl..
Everybody told her that she was to young to be in Love, No one ever believed that she really felt this way about him. They told her over and over and over again that it will all pass it's just a little crush...
So she lied to everybody and said it was just a young foolish crush... Nothing more and Nothing less.
Three years had passed she's now fourteen, and not a day has passed by when he hasn't crossed her mind.

Unconditional Love

Days are passing by and I still can't get you out of my mind.
I know there's nothing left for me to do besides try to stop think of you.

Do I love him or do I just care?

I've searched seas for the answer
Do you love me? He'd asked...

Currently listening: BSB - Show me the meaning of being lonely

I love you like

I love you like,
A rose loves the rain.
I love you like...
An athlete loves the game.

831

What to say, how to say it,

Three little words, the strongest and most powerful,

The hardest and most emotional words,

I love you,

Look deeper

Behind that smile is the broken heart
of a girl who's life has fallen apart
under those sleeves is proof of the heartache and pain
this teenager has suffered again and again

a good life

 A good life is when you 

• assume nothing, 
• do more, 
• need less, 
• smile often,
• dream big, 
• laugh a lot 
• and realize how blessed you are for what you have.xxx

As long as you love me

I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me

- Backstreet boys <33

Screwed either way...just do it

Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them, if you do they might break your heart but if you don't you might break theirs.

Just Do iT

I don’t like to hold up the urges to talk to someone i’d kill to, just to be more valuable. I don’t wanna play by the rules to be missed a lil’ more. I wanna talk to you, i wanna see you. And if you need me, I’m right here for you.

Confused

Why is there HELL in HELLO and GOOD in GOODBYE? What hell is there in hello? & What good is there in goodbye?

Tsss

Hotness is not judged by looks, but how you make others burn with desire.

Break it UP

nothing is IMPOSSIBLE

the word itself says it

I'M POSSIBLE

wops

Never avoid problems. Playing your life safe is probably the most unsafe thing you can do!

Somethings can't be said, just understood with the heart

Love isn’t something you can put into words…you can’t diagram it, paint it, sing it, act it out, write it down…there’s just no way. Love is supposed to be universal to the point where two individuals like us share it, understand it, and believe in it.

It happened once

I PUSH:ed a door that clearly said PULL!

[lmao]

love the fool in me

I learned to love the fool in me. The one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes & loses often, lacks self-control, loves& hates, hurts & gets hurt, promises & breaks promises, laughs & cries.

Someone said

Sometimes, you don’t have to hate someone for hurting you. It is not proper to be bitter either. The truth is, it is a common mistake among us individuals.. for we live with our expectations. We oblige others to love us back. For in the first place, we don’t have the right. It hurts when it sounds so right but that is life after all, we must learn to accept and try to move on

following your heart

The tough thing about following your heart is what people forget to mention, that sometimes your heart takes you places you shouldn’t be, places that are as scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring, and sometimes your heart takes you to places that can never lead to a happy ending. And that’s not even the difficult part. The difficult part is when you follow your heart, you leave normal, and you go into the unknown. And once you do, you can never go back.

left in anticipation

Its the hardest thing when your left in anticipation of news and the person is taking long to respond.

without giving up

It is not about having a perfect relationship but its finding someone who matches you and you will go through everything without giving up.

Swe2

Jag trodde att kärleken var något sött,

en romantisk dimma av rosa och rött.

Blommor, choklad och att hålla i hand,

kramar och kanske kyssar ibland.

Så blev jag förälskad och drömmarna svek,

det gjorde så ont att hela själen skrek.

Allt handlade bara om tårar och smärta,

kvar finns nu bara ett krossat hjärta!

 Currently listening to: I'm Right Here - Samantha Mumba

She goes swedish

Ville du såra mig,

så har du lyckats...

Ville du att jag skulle gråta,

så har du gjort det bra...

Ville du att jag skulle gå på alla dina lögner,

så har du klarat det med...

Ville du att jag skulle sakna dig,

har du lyckats jävligt bra...

Men ville du att jag sedan skulle glömma dig,

Så har du misslyckats totalt...

iish

Everybody makes mistakes. I also make them. But the biggest mistake I ever made was falling for you.

Attitude 4 Life

some photoshop, really like this quote

Bob Moawad

The best day of my life

The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own. No apologies or excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, or blame. The gift is yours - it is an amazing journey - and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins.

There is too much hate...

Buy a blank notebook. Draw a huge heart on the cover. Don't write anything negative in here. If you need another outlet, make a separate notebook. This one is all about love, personal growth, and getting back up. Fill it with beautiful images, reaffirming thoughts, and quotes. Write in it every day, and each day write one thing you're grateful for in your life.

Donnie Darko

Every creature on this earth dies alone.

george bernard shaw (1856-1950)

There are two tragedies in life. 
one is to lose your heart’s desire. 
the other is to gain it.

Love....o_O

making love was never about you and me in a bed.
we made love whenever we held hands.

this sh*t

Holding nothing back, speak how you feel cause life's a fact and this sh*t is real

not care

The easiest way not to get hurt is not to care.

But I guess that’s a hard thing to do either.

I want to be your favourite hello and your hardest goodbye

Author Unknown

We are often so caught up in our destination
that we forget to appreciate the journey,
especially the goodness of the people we meet along the way.
Appreciation is a wonderful feeling, don’t overlook it.

Comedy vs Tragedy

This world is a comedy to those that think, a tragedy to those that feel.

So...

So there’s this boy, we argue a lot.

He makes fun of me because i can only

stay on a subject for like 5 seconds, & then

i`m on to the next one. He listens to me when i`m

sad & handles me when i`m mad. I tell him i hate him

and he responds with, “No you don’t .” Yeah, he’s not

prince charming, but to me, he couldn’t be more perfect.

Perfect

I`m not perfect. I’ll annoy you, I’ll piss you off, say stupid things then take them back. But put all that aside, and realize that you’ll never find a girl who cares about you more than me.

N.P.F.H

walking away from someone is hard. knowing they let you go is harder.

pick up lines...pfft

You fed me a silly pick up line. I replied by telling you I’ve already heard that one. You said, “It’s no line. It’s the truth.” Then I walked away, because I’ve heard that one too.

Unfinished

You have a true love who doesn't know about your feelings
Your efforts are usually unappreciated, but you keep trying
You are always there for people when they need you.

[and there she goes...]

Definition:

H.A.T.E.R.S. = Having Anger Towards Everyone Reaching Success

Selfish by ~skyline-abe

I love you.

I don't care if you don't even like me,

I love you.

I want to stand next to you;

I want to sit beside you.

I cherish the feel of your sweater brushing against my bare skin,

I adore the feel of your hand passing lightly against mine.

I long to see you again,

I feel empty and alone when I don't see you,

When I don't think about you-

You are my purpose.

I failed at my attempts to rehabilitate myself

From this sickly love;

I grew distant.

But then I saw you:

Alone, frightened, unkempt,

And I fell in love all over again.

It was all I could do not to reach out and hug you tightly,

Whisper gently into your ear,

Comfort you the best way I know,

Hold you, support you, lavish you

With the, profound affection I feel far too inadequate to hold for you-