i'm glad friendship
doesn't come with
price tags coz if it does
i can never afford
someone as great as you
“Sometimes i think we waste our words and we waste our moments and we don't take the time to say the things that are in our hearts when we have the chance.”
— Clayton Evans
I really hate this you know? I really hate myself for falling for people so easily. Why? Why did I even fall for him? He doesn’t even care, right? Not like he will ever like me back or some shit. I’m so fucking tired of all this fucking bullshit. Can’t things just turn out good for once? I’m so tired of trying. If you don’t like me then don’t make me fall for you. Cause when I fall, I fall hard. I do take things seriously, only when you meant it. Am I too ugly for you? I’m sorry I’m never good enough. Fuck.
“One day, you’re going to want that specific girl. That one that wasn’t perfect, but tried to be for you. The girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and love you the only way she knew she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can’t bring herself to hate you, even though you probably deserve it. That girl who saw past your pretty face and treasured parts of you that no one else appreciated. That girlwho realizes she may never have your heart,but will carry the image of you in hers forever. And by the time you realize that’s the girl you’re looking for, she’ll be with the guy who already knew.”
I had almost forgotten
where I’d left it —
my heart.
I’d hidden it away
so very long ago;
so very deep within me;
so carefully secreted
and protected
‘neath a heavy trap door,
beneath my cellar floor.
And, It felt so good
to take your hand, and
to lead you there;
We cling to music, to poems, to quotes, to writing, to art because we desperately do not want to be alone. We want to know we aren’t going crazy and someone else out there knows exactly how you’re feeling. We want someone to explain the things we can’t.