Thursday, November 4, 2010
It's easier to fake a smile then to shed a truthful tear..
It's easier to tell people you are over him then to say you still love him..
It's just so much easier that way..
Even when he has another girl in his arms, you always just pretend you don't care..
Even if he keeps showing her, he loves her with out showing his truth you can always just know exactly what he's thinking because you know him better than she does..
Or do you?
Would you really know if he truly loved you?
Maybe he has always loved her more..
Is it easier to lie and say you're happy rather than telling everyone you're still hurt?
Or would it just make them feel this obligation in need of helping you through it?
Would they really help you or turn it against you?
Is it worth it all or should you just keep lying?
Lying is so much easier than having people ask what's wrong..
When you start lying to yourself is when you must realize you're headed the wrong way..
It's when you start to realize those little things that never made sense..
And everything just falls into place as the little things you wonder about in your head seem to just fit together perfectly!
They all click and show you the truth you've been longing for..
The less you smile the more they ask..
The more you cry the less it hurts..
The less you talk to him, the more you miss him..
Just forget about it..
It's too much work waiting for closure.. It'll drain all your patience and you'll be left with nothing but hurt that no body can make go away, even if your best friend asks 'Are You Okay?'
But he's your best friend.. Will you tell him the truth?
Even if you lie, he can always see right through you!
Good luck with that..
Just enjoy the ride.. Even if it doesn't last forever..
Make it worth the while..
Love is when you care more about someone else's happiness than your own,
You would do anything for them,
You'd rather be with them than anyone else in the world,
You would die so they could live,
When you lose them it feels like you lose yourself,
They're the only thing you can ever think of,
You never even dream of being with anyone else, because they're everything you want,
They have many faults, but you're blind to them,
You would take them back no matter what they do,
When you're with them it's the happiest times of your life,
but when you're without them it feels like there is this great big hole in you
You always wanna be in their arms,
Everything reminds you of them,
You miss them the second they leave,
you're always worried about them
there is something in you just burning so deeply
you cannot even begin to describe it
you want to be the one they turn to
you want to be the one they trust
they can hurt you so much
but you choose to pretend that they don't
just in case it would hurt them or your relationship
no matter what, they mean the world to you
and you always want to protect them
you wish you could take their pain from them
even if it means feeling it yourself
they do not have to return your love for you to feel this way
They make your life complete
and you cannot imagine them not being in it
because i love you.
listen, just for a few minutes.
take a few deep breaths [even if you don't want to breathe anymore]. listen to the pitter-patter of your heart beating in your ears and feel your pulse racing. taste the silence of the world; see the anxiety take over you.
close your eyes and look at the black. look at the black until you see something worth holding onto inside of yourself. wait until breathing doesn't feel like a losing game and then open your eyes,
are wonderful. you remind me of a lullaby in winter, sung like a secret not meant for anyone to know; but it's a shame, because you're one of the most beautiful songs.
maybe you're fireworks that sparkle and light up the july sky - but unlike fireworks, you'll keep glowing into forever.
or maybe you’re just you, and that’s more than enough.
i know there's magic in the world.[you're proof.]
i'd give you a rainbow if it erased the gray days; i'd give you a mirror if it made you see how wonderful you really are.
i'd drain the oceans if it would erase your fear, and i'd package hope and paint smiley faces on the trees if it'd make you smile. i'd send you a nightlight if it would do away with all the monsters and nightmares. i'd free fall with you if it made you feel less alone.
[and at the end of the fall, we could lay on the ground and wish just to be wishing, hope just to be hoping,and at the end of it all, i'd offer you my hand to help you up.]
sometimes, i think of myself as an empty house, standing alone and hiding behind lies no one bothers to look past. locked windows and doors are meant to keep the world away,
but hey:if i only had one key,
i'd give it to you.
i believe [in] you.
She cries herself to sleep...
She wakes up in the morning,
Turning on her computer, typing his words.
She writes of how he cares
For her, only her.
She jots in her notebook/blog, anything she forgets.
She lives so alone.
But in her world,
And for once, she is acknowledged.
He strokes her hair, caresses her cheek
But no one else can see.
He whispers in her ear
But no one can hear
She bites her lip as the pain sets in.
She rests her head on the pillow
She begs for him to remind her,
Tell her how they met, her and her imaginary love.
He kisses her cheek, but she can't feel it
And she cries herself to sleep...