crossed my mind

If you asked me how many times you've crossed my mind, 

I'd say once because you've never really left....

I am just so sick and tired of this.

I am just so sick and tired of this. I want to be alright without you. I want to be able to go a month, a week, a day, an hour without thinking of you. Without wondering why it is you don’t care at all anymore. I just am so sick and tired of needing you in my life, knowing that you only make me sad.

spoil

 



And then I go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like "I love you".

more time I spent with him

The more time I spent with him, the more I know the feelings weren’t going away.

the smallest things

Sometimes, the smallest things take up the most room in our hearts.

worst way to miss

Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and you know you can’t have them, but it’s worse when you thought you didn’t want them anymore and then all of a sudden you realize you can’t live without them.

I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you’re the one that I love, and I can’t let you go

Anonymous asked:

Anonymous asked: have you ever try to forget about someone who you love but he doesn't love you back?
yeah

“My life”

“ One day you’ll ask me,
“which is more important to you,
me or your life”
I’ll say, “My life”
and you’ll go and leave me
without knowing
that you are my life ”

you can

If you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything.

like paper.

Trust is like paper. Once it's crumpled, it can't be perfect again.

Usually,

Usually, the prettiest girl doesn't have the prettiest personality.

is not a word

Love is not a word until someone comes along & gives its meaning.

I still

I hate how I still love you after all this time.

the feelings

Sometimes the feelings we start to have again are feelings that never really went away in the first place.

Never

Never expect, Never assume, Never ask and Never demand. Because if it's meant to be, it will just happen the way you want things to be

never worried what

I’ve always taken risks, and never worried what the world might really think of me.

music has

People hasn't always been there for me, but music has

how I am with you.

It's so hard to want something so much, and knowing you can't have it just makes you want it more. Yeah.That's how I am with you.

first time we met

I'll never forget the first time we met - although I'll keep trying...

until its gone

It's true we don't know what we've got until its gone, but we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives

like a broken mirror

A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it.

Breaking up

Breaking up is not a stupid thing; instead it makes you a better person and realize your mistakes

only fought for

My heart only fought for what it wanted... Now my heart is having to fight to let him go.

look at you

I look at you because I like you. When you look at me I have to wonder.. Do you like me?

not to think

What's the sense in trying not to think about you if you're always on my mind

Maybe that’s my problem.

Maybe that’s my problem. I open up to too many people, expecting them to do the same for me. And being crushed when I find out I’m just not worth it.

see them all over the place?

Why is it that when you like someone you're not supposed to, you see them all over the place? Hello! This doesn't help!

jb

Just because we don't talk as much doesn't make me not care. You're always on my mind.

If someone would ask

If someone would ask me who I would want to be with? I would just simply say, "Someone who can understand, that I'm not perfect."

PUNCTURED And EMPTY by unknown

Keep me insane…
everything I do is the same
take your knife
and stab out my life
tightly assemble the noose
in which I’ll have my picture in the news
burn away my poems
and throw me into the fire
I just returned
back to the person I never learned
to love, in a jar in a shelf
I am that person, I am myself

Alone, always alone
I’d rather be a statue made of stone
that everyone looked at below the floor
that no one really learned to adore
I am and I will always be
the person who lost his sanity
the person forever alone
for every second, for every year
i am willing to give it all
it doesn’t matter, I’ll always fall

The life that i try to make
the best of is a fake
the people I try to love the most
end up going for a different host
the only sensible entity to live for
is my family who always picked me up from the floor
they are my heaven
and outside our home is hell
there’s no love when I’m in my shell
Does my words ring a bell?

I’m writing this ugly poem
so I can forget my ugly problems
so I can later on drown myself
In sleep that I consider help
a temporary escape
a temporary drug
it helps me to forget
everything that makes me upset

I am now a person who cannot die
being taken by God seemed like a lie
the thousand requests to free my soul
to kill my body to be buried in a hole.
The inescapable truth in the end
can never be bring comfort to a friend
whose life is just the same like me
together with my thirst for insanity

Death is the end
death is the beginning
Life is for the living
life is also for the dying
I am like a dying person
my life begins when I drink your poison

Life is so free, Life is so sweet
life where I can feel the grass at my feet
and as much as I want to live like that,
I will always end up a tire that’s flat
empty and punctured
a life that has already made my heart injured.

“Graduation” by Maya Angelou.

“Youth and social approval allied themselves with me and we trammeled memories of slights and insults. The wind of our swift passage remodeled my features. Lost tears were pounded to mud and then to dust. Years of withdrawal were brushed aside and left behind, as hanging ropes of parasitic moss.”

[:'(]

sometimes in order to not fall apart, you have to let go of what keeps you together....

invisible

i wish i was as invisible as you make me feel

it's hard

it's hard to let someone in when every time you did; your heart was left in a million pieces

so many lies

What I don't understand is how a person can tell you so many lies and never feel bad about it.

how easily

It scares me how easily everyone can move on so fast. How what once meant so much, can be forgotten like it meant nothing.

realized

I finally realized that I don't need you, and that I will do just fine without you.

Strong

Never stop! Never rest! until your Good gets Better and your Better gets Best!

memories

The scariest thing about memories is thinking you're going to forget about them.

sorry for messing with you about 3

I love you are three simple words.
They are easy to say when you don’t mean
it but it’s hard to say it when you do mean it...

from each other

We picked up things from each other. Random phrases and stupid habits, you have to admit that we've changed each other.

"You do , stupid"

My heart says "I don't care" but my head says "You do , stupid"

a talent

Everyone has a talent; You just have to figure out what yours is

guys in your life

In life, there's always going to be 3 types of guys in your life. 

1 you need, 

1 You'll love & 

1 you'll die for . 

...But they're all the same.

Life is

Life is short so enjoy it.

8 Letters, 3 Word , 1 Meaning . Say it & I'm yours.