I really hate this you know?

I really hate this you know? I really hate myself for falling for people so easily. Why? Why did I even fall for him? He doesn’t even care, right? Not like he will ever like me back or some shit. I’m so fucking tired of all this fucking bullshit. Can’t things just turn out good for once? I’m so tired of trying. If you don’t like me then don’t make me fall for you. Cause when I fall, I fall hard. I do take things seriously, only when you meant it. Am I too ugly for you? I’m sorry I’m never good enough. Fuck.