Losing You... by ~skinnylittleschizo

Why are you so different?

You're not who you used to be

And why am I so lonely,

When you're right infront of me?

Something isn't right,

I can see it in your eyes

I'm just trying to find

A truth behind the lies

You act like we're so close

But we couldn't be more far apart

And right now I can't handle

Someone playing with my heart

Tell me that I'm dreaming,

Tell me our love's still strong,

Tell me you're not leaving,

Please tell me that I'm wrong

Tell me that everything

Is going to be just fine

Tell me you love me

And you'll always be mine

Constantly, we're fighting

It gets worse everyday

And I don't want to stay

Just to watch you slip away

I only want to make you smile

But I only make you frown

I just want to make you happy

Seems all I do is bring you down

I've never felt so far away from you

And I need you here so bad

But I feel like we've already lost

Everything we ever had

Please tell me that I'm dreaming,

Tell me our love's still true,

Tell me you're not leaving,

I'd give up anything but you

But I don't know you anymore

You're not who you used to be

How can I miss you so much

When you're right here with me?

I've never been 

This scared before

And I can't take this 

Anymore

We fight, we try,

We scream, we cry,

We fake, we lie,

We say goodbye

Then you wrap your arms around me

And you look into my eyes

You tell me that you love me

And we both apologize

Then we pretend

That everything is ok

And it is, at least

For the rest of the day

The last time we did this

Was yesterday

And we said things would 

Never be this way

But tomorrow we'll do it

All over again

And right now it's the worst

It's ever been

Remember when we first met?

Remember our first kiss?

Remember those first couple years?

They weren't anything like this

I keep telling myself,

It isn't true

But deep down, I know

I'm losing you...