have you? by xxcolor-my-worldxx

have you ever been so alone, so hurt, so hopeless that
you couldn't tell left from right,
up from down?

have you ever had your world torn apart,
ripped to shreds,
with the loss of your best friend?

have you ever felt your heart shatter into blinding shards of black glass,
each sharper than the next,
when your soul mate found his true love?

have you ever had your eyes filled so full with tears that
you couldn't tell red from green,
stop from go?

have you ever been in such pain,
that you couldn't move your legs, your arms,
your entire being?

have you ever felt what I'm feeling now,
with nowhere to turn,
not knowing whether to live in agony or to die with regret?

have you ever found release
through music, art, love,
anything?

I have.
and so I have felt love, hope, and life.
you will.

trust me,
you will.

not feel loved

It's hard when you do not feel loved, but want to be kissed

not feel missed

It's hard when you do not feel missed, but want to be admired.

What Hurts The Most by by clarifyfear

What Hurts The Most?

Why are you doing this?
Don't ask stupid questions.
Why can't I tell them?
Don't even think about it.
What are you afraid of?
Drop the subject.
Why are you being this way?
You know the answer.
Are you ashamed of me?
Don't be silly.
You don't even want me around, do you?
Honey, stop it.
You're sick of me! Aren't you?
Just stop it with these stupid questions.
You hate me! Why do you hate me?
Because you're a freak!
Oh, right. I'm sorry for being a freak.
I'm sorry for existing.
I'm sorry that you're such an irresponsible bitch.
I'm sorry that you got banged at seventeen, and got pregnant.
I'm sorry you kept this mistake of a child!
...
...
Where are you going?
To my room, too take back the mistake you made!


^{What hurts the most? Is that you didn't even care enough to follow me. You didn't even care enough to ask why another towel was stained with blood. You don't care.}

- T Brice Gordon October 26/2010

A joke

I took a chance
by loving you
I knew that you thought it
was a joke all along
but I thought maybe
this joke could end up funny
but
I knew there was a possibility
that it could end up hurting me
And that's exactly what it did
Jokes just hurt me

forever

you said we'd be together forever. only thing is, forever ain't over yet.

good history

It's hard to let go of someone when you had good history with him/her.

justbecause

...you apologized, doesn't mean my heart is magically fixed.

shine

Love me or hate me. 

I'm still gonna shine!

Thinking Dreaming Being

Thinking Of You Keeps Me Awake. 

Dreaming Of You Keeps Me Asleep. 

Being With You Keeps Me Alive.

Dear Math

Dear Math, I'm tired of searching for your X.. She's not coming back, get over it!