have you? by xxcolor-my-worldxx

have you ever been so alone, so hurt, so hopeless that
you couldn't tell left from right,
up from down?

have you ever had your world torn apart,
ripped to shreds,
with the loss of your best friend?

have you ever felt your heart shatter into blinding shards of black glass,
each sharper than the next,
when your soul mate found his true love?

have you ever had your eyes filled so full with tears that
you couldn't tell red from green,
stop from go?

have you ever been in such pain,
that you couldn't move your legs, your arms,
your entire being?

have you ever felt what I'm feeling now,
with nowhere to turn,
not knowing whether to live in agony or to die with regret?

have you ever found release
through music, art, love,
anything?

I have.
and so I have felt love, hope, and life.
you will.

trust me,
you will.