Feeling of Helplessness - Helplessly in Love

There was this fear in my heart
That life will take us apart
With no joys together
And live life with fear.


Suddenly a hand rose out to me
Seems to be making me carefree
This Hand of Love, no one could give
But was a short bliss to live.


In this bliss life took a sudden turn
Left me all alone, to ash in burn
Helpless! Helpless! Helpless!
Life had started turning worthless.


Praying to God all night long
To show me the one, to whom I belong
I hear a tender voice calling out
Help!! My heart has started to sink.


I tried to help her out
Asked her to speak her mind out
Trying to analyze what she meant
About what made her relationship bend.


Helped her decode life's truth
The mistakes she made as a youth
Asked her to become stern
Take a decision, if she had to return.


Yes, was the answer that made her conquer
Along with love and passion leaving no bunker
Helped express herself
And got her close, to the one she felt.


Trust is the biggest thing, my friend
In love, that's on what one can depend
Try to understand each other
And live a life happily ever after.


You must be wondering what about me
Am waiting for the next Help cry
Helping me try
To serve humanity for a better mankind.

By Benhur Soans

Five great enemies to peace

Five great enemies to peace inhabit with us: 
avarice, 
ambition, 
envy, 
anger, 
and pride. 
If those enemies were to be banished, we should infallibly enjoy perpetual peace.

dream out loud

Whenever we dream out loud, we’re criticized for being foolish by people who really have no idea how special we are. As a result, we crush our dreams without giving them half a chance."

you always lose

You never lose by loving, 

you always lose by holding back.

This time it's over

This time it's over, I'm keeping my heart, I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart .. It will get better, I'll no longer cry.. In a couple of weeks, I won't want to die, I won't want to go back, I'll be able to sleep, It won't hurt so bad and it won't feel so deep

Love is patient, love is kind.

Love is patient, love is kind. 
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, 
it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, 
but rejoices with the truth. 
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, 
always perseveres. Love never fails. 

1 Corinthians 13:4

it's like having the flu~

Love is like having the flu. Your cheeks get red & hot, your tummy starts to churn the butterflies. The butterflies in your stomach are starting to give you a headache, and you just can’t help the way you feel.

You can't please everyone! Ever.

My will shall shape the future.

My will shall shape the future. Whether I fail or succeed shall be no man's doing but my own. I am the force; I can clear any obstacle before me or I can be lost in the maze. My choice; my responsibility; win or lose, only I hold the key to my destiny

grab my phone

The first thing I do when I wake up: grab my phone.

I couldn’t tell

I couldn’t tell you why we are best friends,
because you wouldn’t understand.
The explanation is full of too many
inside jokes & made up words;
it’s full of too much care & too many tears,
too many laughs & too many blonde moments.
I don’t think I will ever be able to give you
a better reason, except she’s always been there