Now Never Ends~: August 2011

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

How Do I - Lee Ryan

There she goes once again

The ghost of our love, it's making me shiver

It's only small drops of pain,

But even the rain can turn into rivers

Thought i'd be safe, living behind this wall

But the pressures too much, and it's starting to fall

So how do i get over you

How do i survive living half the life that i knew

Oh how do i get over you?

When you take away

Everything i held to be true

I wonder if you feel it too, do you?

Everywhere that i turn, there's something there

Something to remind me

When i sleep it's alone, still i reach out

As if you're beside me

Tried to move on, tried to find something new

But everything that i did

Is something we used to do

So how do i get over you

How do i survive living half the life that i knew

Oh how do i get over you?

When you take away

Everything i held to be true

I wonder if you feel it too, do you?

Seems like every place, every person we knew

Every sound every taste, reminds me of you

I thought this would be gone, but it's still so strong

I keep holding on, what else can i do?

So how do i get over you

How do i survive living half the life that i knew

Oh how do i get over you?

When you take away

Everything i held to be true

I wonder if you feel it too, do you?

source: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/leeryan/howdoi.html

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Reader request: Song analysis of How Do I - Lee Ryan

Interesting song. The rhythm of the song is very soothing and smooth, one kind of imagine a beach with waves hitting the rocks and watching a woman in a long white dress fading away with the guy still standing. The song gives the chill of the woman being -taken- away and he is having a hard time to let go. Somehow he is struggling in the greyzone as if he knows its too late to find someone since he is lost about her. Mostly because he is referring to the memories of her...

Been listening to this song a few times on replay and it's sad. That he can't move on.

When he sings: It's only small drops of pain, But even the rain can turn into rivers means that the more you bring up the past the stronger the emotions and feeling get, making it harder for you to move on .

Thought i'd be safe, living behind this wall, But the pressures too much, and it's starting to fall - describing that even the strongest can crack, and that everyone needs to have a real guard off in order to let the wound heal, because if you keep opening and reminding yourself you're making your soul suffer since it doesn't get any peace and neither does hers. He keeps asking himself How do I get over you over and over again and that gives a quite cold impression of her. Why did she leave him when he loved her so much?

Finally it is rather interesting that he was never sure about her feelings this because he keeps asking do you? there is a sense of doubt and despair involved.

Okay folks thank you for reading and I'll hear from you soon

G'Night~

Walk like a Princess

Hoops.

bringing sexy back

Ladies I give you Alex Pettifer!

metaphor

you can stay with the same person throughout your life

16 Healthiest Food Ever

She had a way~

High

"a wink"

Hey baby,

Hey baby, why you look so down? Seems like you need lovin', you need a girl like me around. Hey baby, why you cry? Here take my hands and wipe those tears from your eyes...

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Look

physically & emotionally

delicious beverages

HAHAHAHAHAH

Everyone tells you

nothing will ever change so much to the point where~

I'm not afraid

I'm not afraid of dying and I'm not afraid of death
I'm not afraid of hurting or taking my last breath
I'm not ashamed to cry or to miss you when you're gone
I'm not too weak to get over you if you ever move on
I don't fear not living life cuz I've lived it up a lot
I'm not afraid to experience things I'd rather not be taught
I'm used to not being anybody to anyone but me
I'm used to faking smiles everyday just for you to see
I'm strong enough to laugh even when I'm blue
I'm not scared of much I'm just scared of losing you

source: http://www.best-love-poems.com/poems.php?id=526833

Jacques Prevert

"Even if happiness forgets you a little bit, never completely forget about it."

Proverb 3:6

~ William Arthur Ward

Feeling gratitude and not expressing it is like

wrapping a present and not giving it.

Monday, August 29, 2011

How can I trust someone new by Zoe

How can I trust in someone new

when the only person I can trust is you?

My secrets are deep

as I heartbrokenly weep

from midnight to noon

shall I depart soon?

This is not a plea

I know that everyone is better off without me

Nor is this a cry for attention

Or a begging note for affection

So many things I wish to tell

But I simply can't - even if you mean well

No place I can run to

No place I can hide

From myself

Whilst I'm ruining my health

Is this just a phase?

Though it seems like I'm lost in a maze

Killing myself slowly

I long to meet something so Holy

I want to take that last breath,

Plummet into that dark death

That they call a grave

But for now I'm a slave

- A victim of emotional pain

I think about death on a regular basis

Never stopped to think how I'd miss your faces

I want to be loved

I long to be held

But that is impossible to ask for

I'm ready to close that door

How will it feel?

Will it ever be real?

To be touched

to be loved...?

My hands are shaking

My strength is breaking

I can't take this any longer

Life couldn't go any wronger

I despise this

It makes me sick

I want it to end

And really quick

source: http://www.scrapbook.com/poems/doc/19725/198.html

everything

Sunday, August 28, 2011

okay not to be perfect?

I'm sorry I can't read your minds
I'm sorry I speak my mind
and I'm sorry for being real
If it was perfection you were looking for the door is open

Good Bye

they had one important thing in common

Albert Einstein

Bowl.

Elton John

I hope you don't mind
that I put into words
how wonderful life is
now that you're in the world~

age

age is of no importance unless you are a cheese!

Didn't you understand what I mean with the words? Read a little deeper

(=

good morning texts
kisses on the forehead
really long goodbyes
holding hands
silence that isn't awkward
waking up beside you

getting drunk

Falling in love is like getting
drunk. You wake up with a
horrible hangover, swearing
that you'll never drink again.

a weird pleasure

there's a weird
pleasure in loving
someone who
doesn't love you

Is what

you're living

for worth dying for?

nothing you confess

Nothing you

confess

could make

me love you

less

I'll stand by

you.

End of story.

at night

I lay in bed,

for hours in the dark,

at night

Thinking about,

every possible thing,

in my life

:)

Happiness is only real

when shared

Hugh Macleod

The price
of being a sheep
is boredom.

The price
of being a wolf
is loneliness

Choose one or the other'with great care.

Corey Taylor

Everything you

feel is temporary

D. M. Dellinger

You are
unrepeatable.
There is a
magic about
you that is
all your own....

SO HARD

IT'S SO HARD TO

TELL SOMEONE

HOW YOU REALLY

FEEL ABOUT THEM

WHEN YOU'RE

TOO AFRAID OF

LOSING WHAT YOU

ALREADY HAVE

Sometimes you will never know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory....

out of the blue,

If you ever think of
me out of the blue,
just remember it's all
the kisses I've blown
in the air finally
catching up with you~

is great

Everything

great when

you don't give a

s#!t

The essential sadness

The essential sadness is to go through life without loving, but it would be almost equally sad to leave this world without ever telling those you loved that you love them.

my soul saw you

And then my soul saw you and it kind

of went "oh there you are. I've been

looking for you"

things

there are things we just can't explain.

The Cure for Anything is

SALT WATER

Sweat, tears or the Sea

One Law in Friendship

NEVER make your friend

feel lonely....

... so disturb them as much as you can.

Who

Cares like a mom

scolds like a dad

teases like a teaser

Irritates like a brother

and will love you

more than a lover?

we stopped

We stopped checking for

monsters under our bed

when we realised they

were inside us.

Eve Ensler

Cherish your solitude. Take trains by yourself to places you've never been. Sleep alone

under the starts. Learn how to drive a stick shift. Go so far away that you stop being afraid of not coming back. Say no whenever you don't want to do something. Say yes if your instincts are strong, even if everyone around you disagrees. Decide whether you want to be liked or admired. Decide if fitting in is more important than finding out what you're doing here. Believe in kissing.