"I’m tired of feeling bad. I’d rather feel nothing. It’s better, it’s easier."

I’m angry, and tired, and sad, and I just don’t want to deal with it right now… i just dont want to!
I don’t want to look at you,
or talk to you,
or be with you,
and I certainly don’t want to need you.
I dont want to miss you
to think about you,
to wonder how are you,
I don’t want to care,
i just don’t want all of these right now…

you make me feel so exhausted and im just too tired already, and i just don’t care anymore