one day

one day I'll be able to walk out of that door and never look back,
one day I'll fucking slam it so hard that the lock will degenerate,
one day I'll be able to look you in your eyes and say
Loving you wasn't hard, stopping was.
Silencing the pain of never having you and understanding the logic
of meaningless hit me over and over again, but i was stubborn and
let myself fall again. Now I'm tired, i'm tired of this shit,
i'm moving on, i'm walking out, walking out that godforsaken door.