You know that feeling when you’re just waiting,

You know that feeling when you’re just waiting, waiting to get home into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day, that feeling of both relief and desperation? 

Nothing is wrong, but nothing is right either, and you’re tired, tired of everything, tired of nothing, and you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay, but no one’s going to be there, and you know you have to be strong for yourself because no one can fix you. 

But you’re tired of waiting, tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else, tired of being strong, and for once, you just want it to be easy, to be simple, to be helped, to be saved, but you know you won’t be, but you’re still hoping and you’re still wishing and you’re still staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes. You’re fighting.

how you act

“Patience is not the ability to wait, 

but how you act while you’re waiting.”

why are you always waiting?

One day someone will walk into your life.

Dear 2014,

DEAR 2014,

Please bring good things this year.

Please bring happiness.

Don’t let me travel the same road I’ve been traveling on.

Let me live.

Let me laugh more that i usually do.

Let me fall in love without feeling scared.

Help me learn from my mistakes. and

Sing out loud and not give a single f*** .

Make new friends and strengthen the old.

Beat my sadness.

Get in shape and feel good about myself.

Work away my anxiety.

Push away negative thoughts.

Find recovery.

Travel.

Find a really good job.

Rebuild myself before I break.

Become a stronger person, both mentally, physically and spiritually.

And if you can’t do half or any of these things, please just do one:

My first New Year’s kiss.

That would be awesome in itself.

Sincerely,

Patiently Waiting.

a puppy waiting for christmas

i love you :)

— Unknown

“Say it before you run out of time. Say it before it’s too late. Say what you’re feeling. Waiting is a mistake.”

— Katie Kacvinsky (Second Chance)

“I don’t want to be told who I am or who I should be. I want to find myself, the bits and pieces that are scattered in places and in people waiting to meet me. If I fall down, I’ll learn how to pick myself up again. You need to fall apart once in a while before you understand how you best fit together.”

— Jan Hellriegel

“If the darkest hour is right before the dawn then hold on and make a cup tea while you are waiting to greet the new day.”

People wait

“People wait all week for Friday, all year for summer, all life for happiness”

— Unknown

“There are two types of waiting. There’s the the waiting you do for something you know is coming, sooner or later—like waiting for the 6:28 train, or the school bus, or a party where a certain handsome boy might be. And then there’s the waiting for something you don’t know is coming. You don’t even know what it is exactly, but you’re hoping for it. You’re imagining it and living your life for it. That’s the kind of waiting that makes a fist in your heart.”

— Unknown

“There are two types of waiting. There’s the the waiting you do for something you know is coming, sooner or later—like waiting for the 6:28 train, or the school bus, or a party where a certain handsome boy might be. And then there’s the waiting for something you don’t know is coming. You don’t even know what it is exactly, but you’re hoping for it. You’re imagining it and living your life for it. That’s the kind of waiting that makes a fist in your heart.”

Find the best in everybody.

Find the best in everybody. Wait long enough, 
and people will surprise and impress you. 
It might even take years, but people will show 
you their good side. Just keep waiting.

what are you waiting for?

Time vs. Love

— Paulo Coelho —

“Waiting hurts. Forgetting hurts. But not knowing

 which decision to take is the worst of suffering.”

— Paulo Coelho —

I Stand In Silence

I Stand In Silence

Waiting For You To Speak

I Feel Your Presence Here

Its All Around Me

— Paulo Coelho

“Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. 

But not knowing which to do is the worst kind 

of suffering.”

the Best part of the Morning is knowing

words simple aren't enough anymore

Maybe I love you so much that words simple aren't enough anymore