Not Enough

 

I don’t want a boyfriend. Why? Because
having a boyfriend means trusting and giving
yourself completely to them. And I have been
hurt so much in the past, from everyone who
ever mattered to me, that the idea of trusting
someone entirely, well, that absolutely terrifies
me. Having a boyfriend is giving him the chance
to break you, and hurt you, but trusting him not
to. And I’m just not ready for that, for taking
that chance, for taking that risk.