can't help it

I can't help it
i don't like you anymore
you've hurt me so much 
without even knowing
th reason i haven't said anything
is because it didn't strike me right there
that you absolutely didn't care about 
how i felt and how i interpreted
your words.  
but i guess the thing that striked me the most
is the fact that i still can't stop 
loving you.
but i don't like you.